zaraballerina♥: May 2013

Tuesday 14 May 2013

Sunday 12 May 2013

Happy Mothers' Day!

Heihei!

Happy Mama's Day!♥ To all mothers out there,you have been amazing and devoted endless love and time.

We went to Nana cafe at Goldenmile,it's not an upmarket place but the food is really good.Goldenmile is a Thai 'district' so we had Thai cuisine.We had rice with dishes and Thai green curry!!!Love the green curry Nana has.I took the usual Thai iced milk tea that I take when I have Thai cuisine with bb while my parents and Gu Jie(aunt) had lemongrass drink.
And here are the pictures!

Omelette with cabbage at the bottom,mixed vegetables and Thai green curry in a pot!

Ingredients are eggplant and chicken

Addition of the big plate of pineapple rice!Nomnom!

And prawn salad♥

Hope everyone had a great Mothers' Day!

Sunday 5 May 2013

Sorry Means Nothing If You Keep Making the Same Mistakes Over and Over Again.

Heiii world.
It's late,and I should be asleep but I feel that I need to post this,no matter how short or long this may be.
Frequent readers of my blog would know that I hardly post about such deep emotions of feelings,and most of the time it's happy events and me skimming updates or pictures.
I've had some time alone today and did not meet bb. He recently told me that quality time was better than quantity,and it was okay if we couldn't spend a whole day together because a few hours of quality time would be better than a whole day of fighting.I agree,and I've also had the time to Google(I know it's so weird of me but that's me) on how to improve myself and get some tips.
And then it hit me.
bb wasn't the issue.It was me.I was so caught up in my own thinking and mindset,I was unable to accept whatever was said to me.Each time I said I was accepting it,I wasn't. Each time I apologised,I said I wouldn't make the mistakes again but I did. There were times when he was wrong but I won't go into detail.He was sorry,he apologised and he gained back my trust. Sometimes,we get so whirled up in our own world that we are in denial of what is really happening to us.And sometimes,it just takes a day or a week,or however long a person needs to clear their head and fall back into reality.
I guess what I'm trying to say is,I've been too fixed in my own thinking and all this while,bb was just trying to help me so that I could help myself.I've said to friends all along,I wouldn't change for anyone.I still stick by that,but bb wanted to help me change for the better and it was reasonable.Change myself to help me,to help him and to help our relationship.He is right;it's time for me to start being more mature and wiser.
I'm sorry for everything,each time we fought and got upset. For all the things I've said and did, and you were so patient with me and forgave me every time.This is the last sorry you will hear because I'm not making any more mistakes to hurt you,and sorry means nothing if I keep apologising this way.
Iloveyou.
You are my everything♥♥♥

All Truths,No Lies.I Promise.

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
Boyf,and I have one.

2.When did your last hug take place?
At the train platform

3.Are you a jealous person?
Yes,but I think a certain amount of jealousy is good because that means a person cares.

4.Are you tired right now?
A little.

5.Do you chew on your straws?
I chew on them like my stomach depends on food for survival.Straws are so chewy. :D

6.Have you ever been called a tease?
No

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
No,I think I would die.

8.Do you cry easily?
Yes,but no one other than my boyf really sees it.I need to stop being a cry baby D:

9.What should you be doing right now?
Revising,which I did.I should continue.

10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
Y E S

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
I have,so yes (:

12.Are you mad at someone right now?
Myself

13.Do you believe in love?
I am in love♥

14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
Remembering funny moments,whatever those might be with whomever.

15.Who was the last person you talked to?
Mum

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
Yes I do.

17.Will you get married?
Yes

18.When was the last time you smiled?
It has been awhile since the last time I genuinely smiled.

19.Does anyone like you?
I hope.

20.Do you secretly like someone?
I openly love him♥

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
My boyf via LINE.

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
My boyf.

23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
School tomorrow D:

24.What ARE you looking forward to?
Meeting my boyf tomorrow :D

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Yes.

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
I don't have an ex,but I really wouldn't give two hoots about it.A person is my ex for a reason.

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
Nope.

28.Are you a forgiving person?
It depends on what the other party did and if that person is important to me.But I tend to be.

29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
A handful.That's all you need.

30.Do you fall for people easily?
No.

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
I don't have an ex,so no.

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
Blueberries! :D

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
Dad was driving,Mmmhmm.

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
I think 1am,and it was because I fell asleep on the couch while trying to type my Reflection Journal(RJ)

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
If you mean overseas,I would.

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Yern Ee! :D

37.Can you live a day without TV?
I think not.

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
Today,and it was me being disappointed in myself.

39.Three names you go by..
LY,Lii and Zara.

40.Are you currently in a relationship?
Yes and loving every moment of it♥♥♥

41.What is your all-time favourite romance movie?
I don't think I have an all -time favourite movie because I hardly watch movies on TV,and I cannot tell which movie I have watched belongs to which genre :/

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Yes.I believe that people who are meant to be together,will find their way back to each other.

43.What’s your current problem?
Hmm that's confidential but I know I will get it solved (:

44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes and life goes on

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
It may fail,and the chances of it failing are quite possible.

46.How many kids do you want to have?
Four! :D

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
Yes,but my courage to tell my then friend gave us the chance to be more than just friends♥

Friday 3 May 2013

Girls Night♥

Heihei!!!
Friday and my Ballet friend cum school mate,Yern Ee,is at my place to chill and she is here as I type :D
It feels so comforting each time I have a friend or my boyf to come to my place and spend time with me,or just talk about everything or nothing.Yern Ee managed to get coupons(again!) from her Engineering school for Dip 'n' Go at Causeway Point,so we went to get that as well as some sushi.I forgot the name of the sushi shop but I'm sure I'll go back and get more in time to come because each sushi selling at just 50 cents! :D I will also take more pictures,I'm sure!